Thanks guys, no I haven't been decreasing my meds. This is the second major thing my anxiety has stopped me from doing lately. Ridiculous things. I went to get my stitches taken out last week and ran out and cut them out myself because I didn't want to see the doctor then this, it could have been a fun several days for any normal person but no I have to be me the EXTREMELY socially awkward doesn't even know how to carry on a conversation person who only speaks when spoken to and probably freaks everyone out