Welcome to Psych Central (PC). Sorry you find yourself depressed and unsure which meds will help you. Your psych doc is the best person to find a med for you with your preferences.

Glad you have joined our community. Many people here at PC find they can share these feelings and what they are going through with the confidence that people go through similar things and can empathize. So many forums are offered as well as Chatrooms (after you have 5 posts or comments on others posts). Depression chat meets on Thursday night at 9pm EST. Others are visible on the calendar once you have 5 posts (can be replies to other people's posts). Forums at Psych Central - Calendar

You can also be an active member in other ways like supporting others in their questions, reading articles and posts http://forums.psychcentral.com that are applicable to your area of concern.

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