Try again. Sit your mother down and tell her that this really is how you feel, that you are not looking for attention. Tell her that you are seriously in need of mental health treatment, and that you wish to contact a doctor.

My mother used to do the same thing to me. I went to the doctor without her after she refused over and over again to take me. The mental health agency called her with me in the office, and it was only then that she realized that I really did need help.

*I am not telling you to go and do things without your mother's permission, just letting you know my story.*

If your mother refuses to take you, can you ask your father to take you, or a grandparent?