Thank you so much for the hugs and responses. It helps me to think that my T is not the same person when she is not in the office. I am very thankful to have her in my life at all and that she is my T. Its just hard sometimes to handle the attachment I have for her. I don't want to need her or be attached.

I am not sure I feel its appropriate to give my T gifts. I have thought about it and making her something sounds like fun as I love to do crafts but I don't know if I should.