I had an hallucination earlier. I was working on my homework and all I know is I was listening to the tv and one of the actors said some scary satanic stuff. This is not the first time this has happened to me. I can't function when this happens to me. I called 911 and an ambulance came. I was racing around and felt out of body. I was shaking and couldn't concentrate. I felt frozen. When the ambulance came I was too embarrassed be I knew they couldn't help me. I asked them to call my aunt. Of course she didn't answer. No one cares about me. My boyfriend always gets mad at me when I get scared or panic. My boyfriend is out of town he wouldn't talk to me had to go bcc I wouldn't tell him what happened. I don't like to repeat it.i feel so alone and scared. No one can help.
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