oh enigmatic. This must be so tough. Especially since no one knows. I can understand having a hard time telling your parents. Perhaps you can let someone else in. Do you have a school counselor, youth pastor, family friend that you trust? I know that it will be a little scary. Maybe you can start by saying something neutral like. Ive been feeling a little down lately. I know it has to do with some stuff from the past. I need some encouragement and support from someone.

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