(((((((((((FuzzyBear))))))))))...I know that I have not had the pleasure of getting to know you, and I do not know what is going on, but I'm sorry that you feel this way. I don't want you to go away, maybe you can work through your pain with the help of some people here, but if you choose to go, please take care of yourself. By the way, I love your name...it reminds me of a stuffed animal that I have that has always comforted me.