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Every week I grow more attached the than the last. Every eweek the connection grows stronger. Therefore, every week is the week that it hurts the most. .

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... and that every week is one to look forward to because the connection grows

If you wish, would you share the book/analyst you talk about here?

You shold tell him about the bedtime story fantacy? ....Does that mean I should tell my T that sometimes I drift off to a place where I am a litle tiny gir about 2 or 3 and I toddle up to her where she is sitting, sucking my fingers as I used to, and just lay my head on her lap contentedly and watch her and listen to her for... ever

I can't help it. It happens. She asks where I go. But I can't tell her.