Dear Gostryter,
I've wanted to respond to you and opened up the reply box, started, and then cancelled a few times.
What I want to say sounds strange and could be taken wrong, I havent been here long and I get exited about all the possibilities of communicating with others. I've been in recovery for many years for a certain kind of addiction which is like self harming, but the injury is mental/ emotional/ soul damage, not phyisical (tho it ends up physical potentially anyway).

Did you ever get a chance to go deep with a really understanding person, to get to all the things beneath whats been happening for you?

I wanted to try to set up a website and eventually a fellowship for schizoids, that what I am, but could maybe eventually be one for other pds (or equivalent), as well, that way people could reach out to eachother, like here, but actually work with eachother, like they do in AA.

Maybe we could help eachother, let me know if you'd like to talk more.
Hope your pain is easing, and stay safe!


River.