Hi Fuzzy,
You are
absolutely right........you
are better than them, you're
not worthless you're
not bad, you
are a
good person

And please keep reminding yourself of that.
And for all they've repeatedly said..........
we are not going to tire of telling you what a
great person you
truely are, and when those thoughts surface..........that you are
none of those things they said.
So if you're struggling/
your voice isn't breaking through,
please give us the privilege of telling you those things............because you
SO deserve to be hearing them
Alison