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Hon, it doesn't matter whether we think our situations are not on the same level or not. What your situation is to you...that's what's important. I'm so very happy to hear you say you will go visit your family on the next 3 day weekend. I'm proud of you for putting fortht that effort and overcoming your anxiety and fears. You are such a wonderful and strong woman and I know you will do what needs to be done.

Thank you for your understanding. To know that what I posted will somehow help you take action in your own sitaution makes this all worthwhile to me!
Take good care sweety!
Hugsssss
Jean