Chris:

I don't think you got out in left field somewhere. You're welcome. It's easy to be nice and kind to someone so open and sharing and ready to give advice. This is stuff I only share with my husband, but I am comfortable enough here to post about it.

For some time I have felt like I was being watched. Everything I do. Even taking a shower. This is one of the things that doesn't bother me unless I feel like it's a "bad" entity watching me. Which I have had happen a few times. That was uncool. I do have a running commentary in my head most times about what I do but it distresses me more when its' not there, because I'm afraid I'm going to make a mistake. Usually it's about silly things...like the way I clean. That is also an OCD for me. I have to have a certain number of things. ( I collect rocks) I wont say the number because it can be distressing to some people. But its a "lucky" number for me.

I feel things sometimes. Bugs are the worst. But that rarely happens for me. Mostly I'll be fast asleep, feel something touch me and jump. That always disturbs my husband and he's always what's wrong ? LOL. Reminds me of that commercial where the little girl is saying, "He's touching me...".

This might go way out in left field though. I have this owl friend. Actually it's two owls and I drive really late to go get my husband from work. He gets off at 1:30 a.m. so I leave home around 12:30. IF I see these owls...I know all is okay. It's like the animals are watching me and all is well. When I don't see them it makes me be VERY careful. We have coyotes and all kinds of stuff here and they are so majestic and beautiful. They will cross the road in front of me or be in a field line and I just smile. I know something is out there watching out for me.

One day I might share some of my "family" beliefs but I'm way too concerned they would be triggering or distressing for someone else, to share them right now. You want to talk about strange.....and just downright mean to tell a child.

Anyway, Thanks for replying back to me. You are always so easy to talk to.

Take care of you!
Kimberly