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Old Jul 31, 2015, 07:01 PM
Anonymous37884
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I couldn't say anything back I just sat silently I feel weird about it but it isn't personal to him I don't feel connected to anyone or anything I don't even feel like I am real or in this world like I am just floating around bumping into things and apologizing because I don't belong there I don't belong anywhere. It is like I am trapped in this fake world with all these fake things and fake people or creatures. Like maybe when I was born I slipped into the wrong dimension and can't find my way back. I don't feel human I look at them and they aren't like me their movements they way their brains process things like they can't see all the other things around them they way they talk and ignore each others true feelings but say they are being kind and caring. How do you know if something is real? I am scared to be in this world sometimes because it knows I am not meant to be here and wants to hurt me I can feel it everything all the trees the people even the buildings don't want me here and I want to talk to someone but I am scared to talk to my psychologist because he may tell other people who can hurt me and then I will have to run but it won't be safe anywhere because they will always be able to see me and I don't know what to do I don't feel very good i am sorry.
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