At least I don't have to go to the barn but these 3 am feedings etc are hard. I have also been sleeping on the couch so I could be near the kitten and that is not a good place to sleep every night. Plus I have been trying to swim every night easy strokes to help my muscles.

My son is home tonight so hopefully I can sleep in my bed and he can do the 3 am feeding. I think i am babbling now