hi wearymom. i am a weary mom myself of 2. don't have advice really i'm not in a great place myself. but i could relate to your post and not wanting to do the whole small talk superficial thing especially as it relates to church. i feel like i have tried every avenue..church, storytimes, playgroups. i don't feel like i fit in anywhere. if i do talk to people i feel like it is all superficial. i live for my husband and two girls, that is it. and our dog and cat too i suppose. while mine does not work far away, he works many hours and i don't see him and get to feel his presence as much as i would like. so i just wanted to say i could relate and "hugs", even though they are cold and not actual hugs, hugs just the same.