Why does everyone keep using that word it is a bad word and I really don't want it to keep popping up first my psychiatrist and now here although it isn't the first time on here at least it is not happening around my parents I don't like that word because it means you lose your rights and people hurt you. That is why I lied the first and second time in the hospital because they were going to hurt me I can't have tha label that would be bad.