The tears have finally stopped and I no longer want my T....
I've accepted she's not going to be there for me....We've had this discussion before about the emails and she promised she would email back....she does good for a few days and than days go by and nothing from her....I mention the lack of response in session, she does better than the cycle starts all over again....I'm tired of talking about it....

I'll struggle through on my own between sessions......I'm going away for the month of August....I won't see or talk to her the whole month, so this will help me get prepared for that.......FP