Thx all for this warm welcome

Question: is hypersexuality part of the mania? During my latest episode I was thinking about sex all the time and seducing women. Also the sex that I had was completely different than what Im used to, plus the frequency. No problems at all with libido.
Now, depressed, my libido is so-so and sex itself seems even boring compared to that episode. Not that I want to go back to that time but some aspects were good. Or is this way of thinking strange?

That episode felt like I was on drugs and on a high constantly. Well actually I was on drugs: paxil. Now I also feel like Im on drugs but a heavy downer. Everything goes slow, my thinking, my speech, my movement, my memory, my actions.