I would def go see a T and a pdoc. One T I had said since I thrust into adulthood at 15, I hadn't emotionally matured past that age. It sounds like you might be in the same position. I've also been recklessly promiscuous until my current husband, and I even left him for a little over a year. My situation was a little different bc we have a daughter, and he couldn't exactly kick me to the curb. I feel for you. I really do. You can pm me if you like. I may not be the quickest replier, but I will reply.