I was I could gain weight. I've been eating more and purposely eating entire packs of junk food and candy and I'm still losing weight. I had the gastric sleeve surgery in February 2014 and my surgeon said he made it "extra tight". Now I'm down to 120lbs. I told my mom yesterday and of course her response was "get off all those drugs". I'm terrified I'll end up having to get a feeding tube, regardless of me eating more than i used to. Sure I can eat big amounts at once, but I can eat every 30 minutes. I don't get why I'm still losing weight. it scares me. I used to weigh 265lbs. I can't even look at myself in the mirror. I looked at myself fully in the mirror only once sense surgery. I instantly fell to my knees and almost into a panic attack because I was disgusted at how I look now and how deformed I look. I've never looked in the mirror sense. I'll look at parts of me but now myself fully.

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