I got invited to the state fair... from the same people I was supposed to go camping with but I chickened out after I got there.

I'm going to go I guess. I have extreme anxiety over it though. It scares me, the idea of being with people.

If I don't go to this, I might as well shut myself in my room for the rest of my life. Not to be dramatic, but it's summer and I'm supposed to be living my life. I'm 21 and I can see every time I turn down an opportunity it leading to a life of loneliness