It sounds like you are really living in a handful of challenges that are biting you from all sides. It sounds like getting these under control is going to take a good team to help deal with these afflictions. Going it alone is like trying to wrestle a pair of alligators without any help. What therapeutic options you choose can make a big difference in how you feel over time.

I guess when you face what seems like unbeatable odds, there is a state of mind some people get into where they no longer worry about trying to overcome, just trying to live as best as possible. Taking each day as a victory when getting through the day.

Psych Central has been a place to meet people and deal with the challenges. There is a joy in sharing what I am going through and knowing people understand and accept me for who I am.