I had a daughter at 21, but three miscarriages out of 4 times being pregnant. For years I stewed and fretted and wore my second husband out trying to get pregnant. It is really hard when your maternal instinct is so strong and the desire to have babies is always in your thoughts. In the last year or so I just learned that another child is probably hot going to happen. While it has not satisfied my desire, accepting that as the case has freed me up somewhat to enjoy being the beautiful woman God created me to be'

I just wanted to let you know that I care and I really sympathize with your situation. I am here for you if you need me and will continue to root for you, Sometimes it works better to just give up the fretting and enjoy sex for the pleasure it brings rather than having to focus on the results

Hugs