Hey, I used to come here a lot, but it's been a few months. Things have mostly been good. Kind of amped up, but stable. Just experiencing things. I'm 6 months into a relationship, and i love him. He just moved in with me. But in the past few weeks he's been acting pretty crude, saying some disgusting things. I know he's joking, but it upsets me. I never saw that side of him in the first few months. Maybe it's just that he's more comfortable. Anyways, tonight he said something really degrading to me. He was joking, but it made me feel bad about myself. So i told him that i know he was kidding, but i don't like that. He got super quiet, than eventually said he just accepts my personality, and doesn't say anything when i annoy him. Then he said he thinks i talk too much, and "bombard" him, and the things i say are boring. So i'm thinking wtf? If i'm boring him why is he hanging out with me, and why did he move in? I'm really hurt, and questioning everything. This doesn't really have to do with bipolar, except maybe my judgment is poor, or something. I just don't know where else to talk about this. I'm embarrassed to tell my friends. I don't know what to think, or what to do. Why is my self esteem so low that i put up with this?