Thank you again.
I need to be up in less than 3 hours but I don't think I will sleep tonight. It's becoming an issue again. It's in the early hours like these when I have brief moments of clarity that I can see how bad everything actually is and how I have to do it all alone. I lost a baby, my partner was given this diagnosis and attempted suicide all within 10 months. I just haven't got the first idea how to try and come to terms with any of it.