It's August and this finally just ended. I can't believe I put up with him for so long, and HE blocked me saying I was being hurtful to him. He had been avoiding me for months, saying he had his "own stuff" to deal with. He told me last week he wanted to meet and then changed his mind and blocked me a few days later. I wasn't the nicest to him at times, but he's a jerk. He's pathetic. I think he was talking to other women. I'm a smart person and I don't know why I stuck around for so long, or why it feels so hard to let go/ makes me so angry. It's all I've been thinking about for days and I have barely slept. I know I can do so much better (he's even told me that before) and he's been making me feel bad for months. I almost feel obsessed with this, but I don't understand why because he isn't that great of a person- not very educated, not very nice to me, and I could meet someone with way better qualities. The last few days he came up with EVERY excuse for this to not work- I'm too focused on a career, I don't drink and he does, etc.- things that never bothered him before. But I know things will be much better for me because I DIDN'T meet him (he even said once I'd probably be better off without him). I think he may have met someone else he is planning to meet (I don't know this for sure) but he's been rejected so many times (as far as he's told me) that I know that likely won't work out for him and he will just end up feeling bad. What a loser.