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Aug 02, 2015, 09:44 PM
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Member Since: Nov 2002
Location: Mid World
Posts: 18,089
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I'm sick of hearing myself whine, but am going to do it anyway...
As I expected lack of sleep the last few nights has triggered a flare. I hurt all over. Can't think straight I'm so tired. Mood sucks because I'm exhausted. Am reminding myself that any normal human being would be down from stress of dealing with the horse's eye problem and lack of sleep. Trying to remember that "down" is not the same as depressed. I have next to no patience with the world. I know that comes from the exhaustion too, but don't like it. While I've been hanging out at PC a lot to pass the time while I'm not sleeping I'm not replying to folks very much. I suspect it would not be considered supportive to tell someone to stop being a whiny baby and grow the F up.  (Not talking about anyone here.)
BG got carried away with himself and was chasing one of the horses this afternoon. That is a MAJOR no-no. I was so mad at him I wanted to lay into him. I made myself just put him in the feed room. I would have happily choked him though.
Kyote is as tired of me fussing him him as I am tired of doing the fussing. He is getting cranky about being medicated. He's fighting me about it. He is a BIG boy. Last few times I treated him he tossed me around like a ragdoll. I don't know how much longer I can do this. 
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