Ohhhhhhhhh... from the pot into the fire... this is soooooooo much more "risky" than Adam... pleaseeeee "STOP" with this one... listen to the kind hearted people here... this one just from what you have said - not the way to go...

take your time with the casual sex thing... take some time to think, and keep yourself safe...

I care......
We had simliar experiences, rape at 13... it just brings all kinds of feelings .... slow down and deal with some of those feelings.. you will be so glad you did..