In a few weeks, maybe months, I will be sharing an incredibly detailed written account of my csa with my t. I mentioned to her that I thought I might share it and she said she'd happily (perhaps not quite the right word, but hey) read it. She actually seemed quite eager to see it and said it would help her understand my experiences better. I'm glad she is okay, even glad, that I would share it.

It's a really detailed and explicit document. It's currently 8 pages long, and I think it will end up being around 11 - 12 pages by the time I finish getting EVERYTHING I can remember out.

I'm sooo nervous about having her actually read it - I can't read through it yet myself. But I'm also glad that she willingly accepted the idea. I need this out and sharing it with her will help, I think!