Ok, so here's the deal. I am 26 years old and I can't remember hardly anything from my childhood. When I was younger, I was abused Verbally and Physically by my dad up until I turned 18. I feel really bad that I can't remember hardly anything from my childhood. I want to remember though, because maybe it would help by making me remember the good times in my childhood. I wonder if my memory just sucks majorly for some unknown reason or if I'm not remembering my childhood mainly because of what I went through all the time.
Is there some way I can try and get those memories back, like maybe being hypnotized or something. Because I really want to remember what my childhood was like. It might help me move past the past and forgive him for what he did to me in some way. I really want those memories back so I can know exactly what was going on with me back then. I know it probably sounds weird because why would I want to remember the abuse my dad put me through. But if I knew what things were like it might help me move on with my life.
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I have a boyfriend named Daniel who I met on Facebook and we have been together since March 6th, 2019. He has Asperger's Syndrome and a master's in homeland security studies and a 4.0
Diagnosis:
Borderline Personality Disorder
Schizoaffective Disorder
PTSD
ADHD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Medical problems:
Fibromyalgia
Lupus
IBS (Irritable Bowel Syndrome)
Asthma
Psych meds:
Haloperidol 15 MG
Desipramine 75 MG
Bupropion 150 MG
Prazosin 1 MG
Lamotrigine 200 MG
Benztropine 1 MG
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