So I took a few tests. I apparently suffer from what could be severe clinical depression. And I can't say they're wrong either. On the rare occasion I will cry for no reason at all. When I can't talk to anyone I begin to feel lonely even with people around me. As the saying goes I could be in a house full of people and be the loneliest of them all. I can't interact well with anyone except for a few people, that includes online. My dad keeps telling me I have anger issues, which can also be a part of the depression. Of course, most of these revolve around the loss of internet, which prompts me to think I have an internet addiction. The only reason I am addicted to the internet is because it's where all my friends are now. I don't have any friends in close enough realspace to be able to interact with them all the time. And since my depression seems to be slowly getting worse I want to know what, if anything, is wrong with me.
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