I can't really drink anymore. I used to love to go out and drink and be wild, but I no longer have that urge, and haven't since the 2 years I've been medicated. I miss it. The hangovers are so bad and I feel suicidal depressed for at least 2-3 days after a night of drinking. On the plus side is that I can now enjoy one or two drinks without thinking I have to get drunk.

I miss it though- I miss the excitement. My drunk antics were not very cute anymore at age 39 (probably weren't before either) anyway. I'm so flat now anymore than a few drinks drags me down more.