You should never feel that your God given intellect makes people hate you. Be jealous of you perhaps. Or not understand how you can find some things like (I'm guessing) maths and physics so easy. But the crucible of school and college is a long battle of trying to fit in and find yourself, and real life is different in certain key ways. You'll meet lots of other brilliant people. And some not so bright. People older and younger than you. An academic environment is very pure in many ways. I thought I was too smart at school and got bullied, so dumbed down. I regret that. I ended up getting a doctorate too but not being happy in the career I ended up in. The further I got from college and the older I became, the easier it got. The fact that you're showing care and consideration for your impact on others shows empathy. You're a good person. And a bright one. Love yourself for who you are.