For some reason, one of the hardest was telling her that I had feelings for my marriage counselor (who she'd referred me to and who is in the office next door to hers). It was all I could do the one session to just get out "sometimes I just wish he would hold me" and another two sessions to talk about more stuff.

The other most difficult was recently telling her the details of the night almost 20 years ago in college. I'd talked about it some, but going into details about what was going on in my head, why I wrote letters to certain people, and what happened in the aftermath, like telling parents, was very difficult.

With my marriage counselor, unsurprisingly, telling him how I felt about him. And other stuff related to that. Well, also recently actually, that was extremely difficult to talk to my T about too. And my p-doc