I'm too exhausted to recount them right now but I've done stuff like this. I totally get the "must do this or die trying" thing. Me too.

Haven't done it tons and tons but its definitely been more than once or twice.

Yet I'm fully expecting the psychologist reviewing the ADHD tests he had me, my oldest sister (for my childhood OP perspective) and my boyfriend fill out to come back with a non-ADHD diagnosis. I didn't display the crap I do now when I was little and "there is no such thing as adolescent or adult-onset ADHD".

My *** there isn't. It probably took this damm long to show up cause I was distracted and procrastinating over it!!