well....some of you guys know when im really bad....i cut about 170 times a day....but when im not so bad i cut about 50 times a day or every other day....see..i can skip a day....and even though i bleed...does it really consider me a cutter...its a pretty superficial injury....and its not deep..and only bleeds alittle ....but see ..its really not that bad...not as bad as everyone else...i mean...can you really consider me a cutter....ok so i use a razor...but...its not like i do it all day long...i mean...sometimes i do....but thats only when im really bad...and when im not so bad its pretty much like eating...you have to eat...but...you can skip a meal or two...and still be ok....i hope that makes sense...i mean i am starting to think i really shouldnt consider myself a cutter....i mean...its not sooo bad....everyone else is in so much more worse off condition then me....(thats not an insult...i promise..i just mean im not the worst case scenerio...and alot of others have it worse than i do) ..i dont know..im starting to question the validity of me being a cutter....maybe because i dont feel the pain all the time....that probably doesnt make me a cutter does it....or the fact that i dont bleed tons...unless i continue to wipe it away....that doesnt make me a cutter than does it....i dont know im kinda confused...