Too many...

That I manipulate professionals and put on a role of the thing to be cared for, rather than talking about issues that actually are important to me, just giving them something to care about. That I am pissed off that it works and they fall for it...

That I think she has boundary issues and if I am dependent on her all the time (outside of office) I will never learn other forms of relationships (professionals have replaced almost every important relationship in my life since I was a kid).

When I was younger with Ts--prostitution, certain aspects of abuse, anything I thought they might disclose to my parents (sadly, they did)...

Once, a t managed to get me to say that I was in love with my best friend (I had the emotional maturity of a 12 year old, getting me to say that I loved anyone was almost impossible).

Anything suggesting hope for the future. Anything about a lack of hope for the future...