Hey Ozzy,

I know exactly how you are feeling! The first time I stopped my meds was for generally the same reason.

I just recently started them again and noted that my excitement about life is gone. I'm not manic, which is good. The problem is that I've always felt like part of my charm is being so excited about life.

Don't give up on the medication yet. It isn't worth the low lows and the high highs.