Dear MC,
Now I'm questioning why I sent you that e-mail after our session yesterday. I think the first paragraph or two are OK. I think for the last part I just needed to let you know the transference is still there because I feel weird talking about it in front of my H, even if it's of the paternal variety. But of course you probably know it's still there. As you would say, you're a psychologist! Of course you realize that. I think I still needed to acknowledge it, because that elephant is taking up a lot of space in your office. Maybe I want you ask me about it more, maybe I have some delusion that you'd agree to meet with me solo again--I don't know. Maybe I just needed to connect with you after a rather intense last 15 minutes of the session, but a phone call seemed like it may have been too much. So please let me know you read it like I requested. Because I don't want to ask you in session. And maybe say at least another sentence or two besides, "Yep, I read it!"
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