this title does not refer to drugs, just fyi
my mood has been improving from deep depression 24/7 to more positive day-time feelings.
however, almost all the time, in the back of my mind i am reminded that it won't last, as in the evening time i get very depressed again.
this is so frustrating because i would like to simply enjoy feeling okay, not even great, but just okay. you could say it "blows my high", for lack of a better term.
does anyone else experience this? feeling disappointed and let down so often.
thanks guys
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