I'm feeling so depressed, disconnected, alone, and misunderstood. I went into foster care and feel like people just leave. My self esteem is so low and I feel like others hate me too. The only support I have are like temporary professionals. Sometimes I wonder why I had to be born into this world. Things are so hard and I'm not sure how to manage it all. Most of the time I just pretend that I am happy, but I'm hurting so bad inside. These battles I deal with alone. No one really understands.