I am awkward too and I guess I easily let other people make most of the decisions. Especially when it comes to what to do or when to do things. I think I'm like this because I generally don't care much about things anymore. And I let people criticise me in mean or unfounded ways because I know they must feel bad about something for doing it. That may sound like a good quality but it's not. So yes I think it could be because of negative symptoms. And maybe because of cognitive symptoms.