i have more a type of blending..not really a complete take over. but i am not sure what is co conscious either since i stopped hearing their voices years ago. now, i don't really even feel them or their thoughts, etc. except for sometimes...but i do know they are still there and just maybe sit back until.....i don't know what...until...they just appear?
i'm not sure they have actual jobs since it's never really been like that for me either which makes it more confusing. all i do know is it took up until about maybe seven years ago for ME to be more present instead of a mix of them and me.
when they do come more to the surface, we get so intertwined that neither know who the other is at times...or with certain ones, i can have a conversation or see or hear them (inside) somewhat....but at the same time not....
i quit trying to make sense of any of it really...cuz it just doesn't...never has and never will.
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