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Old Aug 04, 2015, 07:01 PM
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I have to get a doctor's order to get a MRI or even go to a spinal doctor. So I have to wait 3-4 weeks and hope it doesn't get worse. This strange back pain just happened randomly. I was just sitting and my back started hurting. Throughout that day it progressed to the point where I couldn't stand. It's embarrassing to be picked up by an ambulance. At the hospital, my loving family accuses me of faking it to get pills for my boyfriend's mom and LITTLE sister. Wtf, does my family just sit around and make ***** up to mess with my mind. I'm done trying to communicate decently with them. I'm going to wait for them to talk to me. They never called concerned. I was crying on the phone because I was scared to death because I couldn't walk. Anyways, my back hasn't been hurting probably because of the pain medication, but my leg and foot are still 'asleep'. Every time I'm hurt, I always think it's cancer and I google about it and freak myself out. I have some symptoms which freaks me out, but I doubt that's the case. But I'm genetically prone to cancer. Highly.
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