The depression forum would be a good start! Sounds like the old devil Depression has a good hold on you. Are you going to let that liar control you or are you going to do something about grabing IT by the tail?? Hmmm?

I'm in a depressive cycle myself, Inny, but I sure haven't allowed that liar to take me down as deep as you are! There is ALWAYS something positive to hang on to! Why don't you try making a list of all the good things around you. I know you can do it!