I re-read all the previous posts in this thread...fewer than half were positive.

Many reminded me of times you were impatient or irritable.

A few reminded me you could be warm and thoughtful.

If I had a better support system outside T maybe we could have continued.

Do you regret how you acted? Or was as your apology just defensive?

I used to pray for you. For me too. I don't know if I can anymore. Prayers dried up.