Hi Jules, I am constantly thinking "How long will this good feeling last." and you are right it does have a tendency to ruin the good times. It helps that I have my wife to talk to since she tells me "Worrying is not going to help, just enjoy the good feeling while it lasts." She is right and if I finally get a decent med-combo then the good feelings will last longer, it just takes time.

I just started on Lamictal 2 weeks ago and I slept 6 1/2 hours last night which is a record for me. I usually only get 3 hours per night.

Patience is the key Jules, don't let worrying about something you can't change blow your high!