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Originally Posted by Soccer mom
Oh, I forgot to mention that it was hindering my productivity and happiness. My brain never had a chance to rest. I would process for a few days after sessions and then it was time to think about what I would discuss the next session in a few days. So, now I have several days where I don't think about it. An interesting thing happened. I used to want to read, research, write and so forth. I don't have that pull anymore. It's more healthy of just having realizations as life happens instead of me doing so much extra work. I'll never admit this to T. though. LOL
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When I was in the midst of very intense maternal, and erotic, transference, I accumulated over 100 books. Seriously, more than 100, filling 2 bookcases in my bedroom. You know, I think I'll count them today! Lol!
From following your posts, it does seem that you really are working through it. I can feel it in your posts.
I would sob, snot running off my chin, "I want you to be my Mom so much" so many times to my therapist. Serious deep core need.
Pam