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Old Aug 05, 2015, 09:08 AM
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Oh, I forgot to mention that it was hindering my productivity and happiness. My brain never had a chance to rest. I would process for a few days after sessions and then it was time to think about what I would discuss the next session in a few days. So, now I have several days where I don't think about it. An interesting thing happened. I used to want to read, research, write and so forth. I don't have that pull anymore. It's more healthy of just having realizations as life happens instead of me doing so much extra work. I'll never admit this to T. though. LOL
When I was in the midst of very intense maternal, and erotic, transference, I accumulated over 100 books. Seriously, more than 100, filling 2 bookcases in my bedroom. You know, I think I'll count them today! Lol!

From following your posts, it does seem that you really are working through it. I can feel it in your posts.

I would sob, snot running off my chin, "I want you to be my Mom so much" so many times to my therapist. Serious deep core need.

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