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Originally Posted by Gavinandnikki
When I was in the midst of very intense maternal, and erotic, transference, I accumulated over 100 books. Seriously, more than 100, filling 2 bookcases in my bedroom. You know, I think I'll count them today! Lol!
From following your posts, it does seem that you really are working through it. I can feel it in your posts.
I would sob, snot running off my chin, "I want you to be my Mom so much" so many times to my therapist. Serious deep core need.
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I haven't cried in front of my T. so it all comes out in between sessions. I've also read a ton but haven't in several months. I think the spacing was helping because I just didn't feel like reading or researching - don't have the desperate feeling to figure it out.
What got you through it? Just talking more and more?