With all those here who are wishing good things for you, fuzzybear, can you feel the love? You have done well these years I've known you... remember? You couldn't say a word in chat... you rarely posted anything but a sad smiley of some sort..

and now? You do some chat, you post about how you are feeling and how you are trying to do self care... and you post and PM to others giving support.

I'm sorry you are hurting. There isn't really anyone here who wants to hurt someone else, imo. Yes, other members might act out because of their disorder(s) but they come back around. And then, you know, you feel hurt when there might not be any reason to. ((((hugs)))) I'm sorry you feel hurt. Hang in here with us. This might just be another tough stage of your healing.